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Monday, July 11, 2005

today

i fell like blogging but i dont have anything to blog about... ok. stories. anw my house has 18 steps on the staircase. and if anyone wants a sleepover, my house can sleep about 14 to 17 ppl in sleeping bags. + 2 beds, one for me of course.

kevyna told me and jasmin this once a long time ago. she said. god created man joined at the hips. a female could be joined to a female, a male, or no one. that joined-to person is your soul mate, cos that person is with you day in day out. then one day god decided to separate everybody and so now everyone had to find their soul mate themselves. this then explains the heterosexuals (that what you call them?), homosexuals and bachelors and spinsters. i like this idea.

xuanni told me this story some time ago. week 1? she said. there was this very very poor family in the north, where it was very very cold. the son went out to kinda let the cow graze or something. then the son accidently lost the cow. he went home very scared of what his dad might do so he decided to go and look for the cow. as his family was very very poor, this boy didnt have gloves or mittens of any kind. so he searched and searched until it was dark and couldnt search anymore. when he went home his fingers were frostbitten and couldnt feel or move. so his dad said 'since this hands cant do anything anymore, might as well cut them off.' cos the family was too poor to afford any medical care anyway. so the dad take his axe and WHAM cut off the boy's fingers.

oh no. mrs ng coming back next week!!!!!!!! BAH. oh no. and tmr we're goin to the art museum. dunno which one. and tmr we're getting pizza treat from miss soon. whee (: (: so far only hist and geog teachers have spread propaganda to take their subjs. im swayed. cos geog is useful in later life. but im scared of taking 2 humans....... humanities. scared must do a lot of things. but if i take triple science then my options for jobs would be limited.. and i dont want to be doctor or nurse that kind. i scared of cuts and wounds and internal organs.. not those superficial ones lah. like infected ones that are brown or orange. bleah. seriously my biggest biggest dream would probably be to become a full time musician, playing different instruments. haha. that sounds kinda inpossible. cos i dont have any ABRSM certificates. oh no! actually i dont like performing!. scared. of all the eyes and of making mistakes.

i wish... to not have to sleep

flew into your heart at [9:52 pm]

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