my mother is in hospital for suspected dengue fever, which most likely is. today i stayed there for the whole afternoon and i got bitten by a big mosquito!!!!!!!!!!! like eeek. MOSQUITOES they spread dengue... my neighbour also got dengue before CNY. like eeek. dengue alert dengue alert.

on friday was PFT 5 items. situp 31 5 pts; sbj 142cm 1 pt; s&r 47cm 5 pts; inc pu 3 2 pts; shuttle run 11.83 3 pts?. 2.4 15.42 4 pts. total 5+1+5+2+3+4=20. bronze. didnt bother to retest lah. jas says its 'no big deal' but it is to me. but its alright. used to getting bronze already. after my sbj im like wet eyes already. while waiting for my turn at s&r my tears almost fell out. inc pu i was so pissed with the teacher and myself so they just fell. first time i cried in public for a looong looong time. [partly due to the fact that my mum was in hospital and i thot she was gonna die] thanks weixia, gracia, jo, jas, xiu, xiner for an1 wei4 -ing me. appreciated very much. luv ya 202 peeps. that teacher relly sucks. gracia was bending the bar like ( and she didnt even care. then my turn so sway the linda lim izzit came and told the freakin teacher we cant bend the bar 'or else all the bars would be bent' so damn pissed. damn you freakin teachers. unfairness. and val was like did until 16 and the teacher lost count or sth and put her at 11. she dont even know how to use the freakin stopwatch. i was like going to jump up and spew vulgarities cos i was standing behind her to make sure she didnt cheat. [like lol] and somebody she stopped at 26 secs and waited for more than 4 secs later to say stop. her reaction is so damned slow lorh.

my mum is in mount A. alvernia. its a christian hospital got chapel one. and nun. saw her today. and i think every patient the drawer has a bible. is new testament = bible? anw today i tried to read the bible/new testament. it didnt interest me. it started like abraham begat whoever etc etc. and so it continued until the next page. i know the bible aint supposed to be exciting but nvm. im getting nowhere. i want to say that the bible dont interest me. I REALLY AINT GETTING NOWHERE. forget it. i promised myself even if i needed to follow a faith it wouldnt be christianity.

oh no and my mosquito bites are itching now. dengue alert! this may be my last post for a long long time if i really got dengue and hospitalised.

and we're not moving soon cos my mum got dengue but i bet its cos my dad is too lazy to pack his stuff on his own.